Silent reader

These couple of days, or maybe weeks, I rarely sign in my Facebook account, seldom update my blog but continuously read people's blog. I don't know. I don't feel like involving in this kind of alam maya world anymore. Sigh.

It was in 2010 (tyme tunggu result SPM), when I was so bored that I don't know what to do. Then I feel called to set up my very own blog as most of my friends got theirs. Blogging really benefit me. I learn so many things. I gain a lot of new thing by reading different kind of blog. It's either my friend's, acquaintance's or stranger's blog, I read them all. All of them got their own attraction that makes me stick to their blog up till now. From reading blog,

• I started to drink white coffee. and I need that every single morning to keep me awake.
• I know what is macaroon. Never heard about that before. Haha
• I know a lot of place as most people blog about their campus, hometown and holiday. Dalam and luar Malaysia. Dua-dua ada!
• I get to know a lot of vocab. Termasuklah cemolot. Stupido.
• I read a lot of inspired and motivational books. Thanks for recommending^^
• I listen to very rare song and its meaningful lyrics,
• I learn by your mistake.
• I get tazkirah that always remind me.
• I get to know what is going on, on Earth. Like current issues, new gadgets, software, games and etc.
• GET TO KNOW SOMEONE BETTER; How smart or matured he/she is. I judge it by the way they write. Because what you write portrayed yourself ain't it?

But I feel distraught as most of my favorite blogger close their blog. It happen as they think that no one read their blog as there's no one comment or write anything at the comment section. For those who think like that, PLEASE STOP THINKING LIKE THAT. Because you know, there are type of people who like to remain as a silent reader. and that is me. I do read your blog. It's just that I don't know what to comment. Please keep blogging awesome people. I love the way you come out with your brilliant ideas. Even it is just about tomatoman. Oh, I like it kot! PLEASE KEEP BLOGGING! PLEASE KEEP BLOGGING! PLEASE KEEP BLOGGING!

The point is, please keep blogging.

Because you'll never know how powerful your writing that makes people change/influenced. Believe me.

Till then,

Bui bui.

p/s: I mentioned PLEASE KEEP BLOGGING more than 3 times. Note that guysgirls. I really mean it.

Shame on you.

Peace be upon you my lovely brothers and sisters.

I was actually heading to bed albeit I don't feel sleepy at all. Is this insomnia? Sigh. So, I decided to browse stored ancient pics in my hard disk. Hehe.

I know I spoiled the pic. The motive is obvious aite?. I just wanna focus on my parents. HAHA

I ended up found this pic. I dearly miss mom and dad. (padahal dorang baru jea hantar tadi.pelis lah Mai) I always wanna say thank you for everything that you have done. But, I have one stupid weakness. I FEEL SHY TO DO SO. If just in case you are reading this ibu or ayah, THANKS FOR SENDING ME tadi. You have no idea how much I appreciate it. A trillion thanks I bid to both of you. I always pray that I will have the opportunity to repay you one day. Yah I know I can't repay. But at least, do something aite? Amin.

p/s: Alhamdulillah. Thank You Allah. Helluva of happiness you gave me. Miracles happens in my result mann!

Bui-bui.

Kad raya dia.

Sebagai insan yang bersyukur dengan apa yang dia ada, dia akan menyimpan segala jenis kad yang orang bagi kat dia. Baiklah sekarang, mari kita terjah apa yang dia ada.

Antara kad-kad yang telah diterimanya.

Wah. Banyaknya kad! Macam artislah dia ni dapat banyak-banyak kad.

From Wahida. Kawan dia masa Form 3. Kad ni cantik sebab ada lubang. Lepas tu ada bulan berwarna kuning. Ya, bulan memang bewarna kuning.

Yang ni daripada Betty. Clasmate dia masa darjah 5 dan darjah 6. Betty tak pernah pon bagi kad raya masa sekolah rendah. Pastuh tiba-tiba Betty bagi kad raya kat dia masa dia Form 3. Siap wish gudluck lagi untuk PMR. Mungkin sebab tulah dia rasa bersemangat lantas dapat 8A. Kalau ikutkan, dia bukannya pandai. Ni mesti berkat doa ibu bapa dan rakan-rakan.

This one was from Kak Ning. Ada lubang-lubang jugak. She ♥ it.

From Nadia. Nadia ni kawan dia masa kat Kuantan lagi. Lepas tuh bila dia dah pindah Kuala Lipis, Nadia still ingat kat dia. Buktinya, Nadia hantar kad raya kat dia! Tengok dalam kotak merah tu. Tahun 2003. Dah lama kan? Tapi dia still simpan. Memang dia ni jenis menghargai apa yang orang bagi lah kan. Ehem.

Daripada Nadia lagi. Memang Nadia banyak bagi kad raya kat dia since dorang split. Memang fren forever lah. Yang ni antaranya la. Ada lagi dalam 3-4 keping. Tak ter-upload lah pulak. Thee hee hee

This one was from her cousin. Dorang ni sama umur. Tapi dia panggil cousin dia Kak Yong. Padahal dia yang lahir dulu. Heh. Tak sedar diri betul. Konon-konon muda la eh? Pelis lah. Oh, kalau tengok dalam kotak merah tuh, ada tulis opah. Maksudnya, tyme ni opah ada lagi. Sobs Sobs.. rindu opah :’(

Yang ni hebat. Type pakai komputer kot! Daripada Kak Ning and Bro Mi. Rasanya Bro Mi yang buatkan untuk Kak Ning ni. Sebab tu ada nama dia mencapub. Haha.

Dua-dua daripada Azra. Eh, Azra bagi dua kad raya kat dia ke? ==’ Ish bukan lah. Maksudnya pada tahun yang berbeza la.

The one and only kad raya yang dia dapat yang ada lagu. Wahh.. bestnya ada lagu. Lagu apa? Mestilah lagu selamat… hari raya. hari untuk kita bersuka ria.. Eh bukan lagu sebenarnya. Bunyi. Tapi hebat lah kan. Dia seronok sangat masa dapat kad ni. Macam jakun tak pernah tengok kad bunyi. Ish kesian. Thanks Nadiah sebab bagi kad ni!

Kad ni mahal tau. Brapa ribu? No no. Bukan itu maksudnya. Tapi sebab kad ni limited edition yang hanya dijual kat maktab dia. Semua orang berebut-rebut nak beli kad ni untuk bagi kat family masing-masing. Termasuk la dia. Dia beli warna hijau. Pastuh dia post kat family dia kat Pahang. Kad ni berusia 3 taun kerana telah selamat diterima pada tahun 2008. Thanks Mira!

Ni isi dalam kad di atas. Siap bagi duit segala!

This was from Indah. Dia suka kad ni sebab kad ni bercorak abstract which is ni je satu-satunya kad yang bercorak abstract yang dia ada. Paling banyak yang dia dapat pasal katun. Tapi dia memang suka katun pun. Thee hee hee

Kad ni sweet je kan. Tak tahu tahun bila cos takde tulis tarikh. Thanks Fathiah!

Isi dalam kad yang Azra bagi. Wah, ada duit lagi!

From Hanan. Friend forever!

Yang ni tak tahu siapa bagi. Tak de tulis apa-apa pun.

Ni Izzati Roselan bagi^^

From Kak Mira, her cousin.

Semua kad disimpan rapi dalam kotak ni. Kotak ni aunty dia bagi hadiah masa PMR harituh. Tak, bukan aunty dia bagi hadiah kotak, tapi aunty dia letak hadiah dalam kotak ni. Dia tak tau nak buat apa, so dia letak la kad-kad raya, kad-kad bufday, dan sebagainya.

Kenapa dia buat entry pasal kad raya? Nampak sangat tak matang. Eh, jangan bertindak melulu. Mungkin dia ada sebab dia yang tersendiri bukan? Mungkin berikut adalah sebab musababnya.

1 .Dia nak kad-kad tu kekal. Manalah tahu kalau suatu hari nanti kotak tu hilang ke. At least dah ada back up kat sini.

2. Dia nak suruh orang hantar kad raya kat dia lah tu. Sebab dia kata dia lagi suka kad raya daripada message-message raya mahupun gambar raya yang hanya di tag di Facebook.

p/s: Jom start puasa sunat cos sekarang dah bulan Rejab. Pahala besar wooo.

Bui-bui.

Random sahaja.

Hari ni dah genap 6 hari cuti. Dan hari ni dah habes saya tengok *Secret Garden. (Please don't say urghh.. zzz and so on). It took almost 20 hours to finish and IT IS NOT WORTH IT. Seriously tak best. So to those yang tak tengok lagi, I advice you NOT to watch it.

Furh, caps lock tuh. So make sure baca dengan nada yang betul.

*Secret Garden tu cerita drama Korea.

Hurm, the next random thing is about you. Wow really? Yes ya ya.

Lemme ask you a question.

Have you, even once in a life time, feel like to be someone else?

Ala, macam tiba-tiba rasa nak jadi Emma Watson ke, Lee Min Ho ke, Nur Madihah(budak yang pandai tu.yang orang Kelantan tu) ke, tak pon Brad Pitt. Pernah tak? Pernah tak?

Emma Watson as Hermione Granger in Harry Potter.

Saya rasa, most of us pernah rasa macam tu. Agaknya kenapa eh kita rasa nak jadi orang lain? Mesti sebab kita ingat life orang tu best kan? Sebab tu kita nak jadi orang tu.

Eyh wait, wait. Life orang tu best? Apa maksudnya ni? Macam orang tu good looking+kaya+pandai? So, kita nampak hidup dia macam perfect. Semua ada. Macam tu ke? Well, that's why DULU saya pernah rasa nak jadi macam Nur Madihah. Tapi tu dulu, sekarang saya dah matang. Tiada lagi pemikiran-pemikiran seperti tersebut. Ehem.

Dulu saya nak jadi dia, sebab dia pandai. Bukan pandai biasa-biasa. Tapi pandai gila tip top punya. Dapat result straight 20 A kau! Muka pun keluar paper. Pastu dapat scholarship apa semua. Siapa tak nak kan. But on top of that, dia sebenarnya dah membanggakan keluarga dia. Bangsa dia. And paling utama, agama dia. Furh, tu yang paling best tuh. Sebab tu dulu saya nak sangat sangat jadi dia! Oh Madihah, let's switch nak? Nak tak? Nak tak? Okay dah, mengarut.

This post is actually triggered by a friend of mine. Sebab dia cakap dia nak jadi saya. Jadi saya rasa terpanggil nak tulis ni. To you-know-who-you-are, honestly speaking, takde apa pon yang best pada saya. Jadilah diri sendiri. Use what you have to the fullest. I know you got a problem. Well, everybody does. Saya pon tak terkecuali. What differentiate us is how well we handle the probs.

Kadang-kadang, kita nampak je hidup orang best. Padahal tak best mana pon. Macam kita tengok orang kaya. Mesti kita rasa nak jadi dia sebab dia kaya. Sebab bila dia kaya, dia banyak duit. Bila banyak duit, boleh beli apa-apa je. Yes, apa-apa je. Tapi kita kena ingat, walaupun dia kaya, dia tetap tak dapat lari dari masalah. Contohnya bila ada orang dengki, pastu kena mandrem sampai jadi stroke and etc. See, still tak dapat lari dari masalah jugak kalau kita kaya. (note:true story).

So,jadi la diri sendiri. Cuba appreciate apa yang ada pada diri kita. Cuba cari strength kita. Create identity kita sendiri. Barulah awesome^^

Sekian sahaja random post saya.

p/s:kalau boleh share, anda pernah nak jadi siapa and kenapa?

Bui-bui.

NOTE:

1. Before this, I've told ya that I'll use 'aku' instead of saya, Maicher, penulis (tak tau lah kenapa aku guna yang penulis tuh.tak leh blah betol.terpengaruh ngan blogger blogger otai lah kot.oh pehlisss lah mai T_T) but I did rethink about it. For several post, I don't think it is appropriate to use the word 'aku'. So starting for today, ikut keadaan lah ye. Ada time guna aku, ada time guna saya.
2. I can see that I get an increasing number of followers these couple of days. I don't know what made you to follow me. But, thank you for doing it^^