Thursday, January 29, 2015

Asking Forgiveness.

I have a new habit.
It started off when I found out that istighfar has a lot of goodness. (time tu I kind of messed up)

I'll istighfar before going to bed. Till I fall asleep.

I'll istighfar and muhasabah diri on what wrongdoings had I done on that day.

And if I can't think of any (bukan sebab takdak buat salah tapi sebab kelemahan minda mengingati perkara yang dah berlaku), I'll sedekahkan my istighfars to my parents.

I think this is a good habit.

It's a good thing right? to always recheck on ourself. Pikir balik perkara apa yang kita buat salah harini while the mouth and heart asking forgiveness from the Almighty.

But few days back I don't muhasabah diri before I went to bed. I don't istighfar nimore. Cuz  I got night class. I'm tired and exhausted. Imagine kelas dari pagi sampai malam. I already feel like a corpse. I simply sleep right away bila sampai bilik.

I should reset things back before it's too late isn't it? I don't want to let this habit go.It has to stay with me.

I gotta sleep now. Till then.


Thursday, January 8, 2015

Deterioration Of The Fight

I never thought the beginning of 2015 gonna hit me this hard. I can be all positive and pretend like nothing ever happened. But that would put me in a denial zone.

Cuz I'm only human.

I bleed when I fall down.

I fall, from a very high place.

And it hurts.

Ya Allah...

Rasulullah saw bersabda yang bermaksud;

"Sesiapa yang sentiasa beristighfar maka Allah akan menjadikan baginya setiap kesusahan itu ada jalan keluar dan pada setiap kesempitan ada cara mengatasinya serta memberikan rezeki kepadanya daripada sumber yang tidak disangka-sangka." - Riwayat Abu Daud.

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Where's The Trashcan?

My mom has a habit of keeping things (read: hamper wrapper, bottles, kfc container and etc). Her rational is "who knows we might need that later".

Problem is, those things are taking up spaces in the cupboard. It has been ages and up till now, those things are still there, get all dust covered up and have no use. So I decided to throw those away.

Anddd up till now, she didn't even realize that those things had gone.

Sometimes we're being too attach to things that we afraid to throw it away.

Have the gut to throw. So only then you'll realize you actually got a lot of space.. in the cupboard. :)

P/s: Let the beginning of 2015 be decorated with compassion and love. Rubbish? The trashcan is over there, sir.