In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful
I hate it when my mind starts playing tricks on me- bombard me with bad thought.
Did you ever think badly about others? Well I did. At times. I feel really annoyed when I do. Because it's wrong. It's plainly wrong! It's near suspicions. And some suspicions are sins.
But sometimes I couldn't help it. I feel so disappointed. So disappointed that it leads my tears to drop due to my disappointment. As this is not the first time that particular person did this to me.
Sighhhhh. Little did I realized. They're just a human. And by being a human, they make mistake, as they're not perfect. And I should just shut this thing off.
For sure, everytime I was hit by the bad thoughts, I feel guilty. Guilty for having that kind of thought. Astaghfirullahalazim. May Allah have mercy on me.
It's nearly 10pm. Let's paint the sky black, install the stars, plop the moon. Goodnight. :)