Manicure pedicure.

So last night I coloured my nails. Say  whattttttt????!!
Mom wouldn't like it if she knows about this. Yes, I clearly understand that.

So kenapa insist buat jugak? Okay, these are the reasons. (ke alasan?) :P 

• Since I'm in the state of 'cuti-cuti Malaysia', (if you know what I mean), this is the only time I could do this. Kalau buat hari tak cuti acano ekau nak ratakan air wudhuk haa?? <<< read in nismilan dialect please.
• Because I always wanna do this and someone offered it. Thanks Joy. Hehe
• I just want to know how does it feels like to wake up in the morning with these cute nails. Yes, it is cute. n_n
• This is exam week and yes, the perfect time. No one would see it. (unless my floormate) And yes they're like, "Mai whats that on your nails? You do it?" Okay okay I knowww. +.+

Whatever it is, this is not a good culture yaknow. I know it's not wrong but this is so not nice of us, the muslims to do it.

This is my first time and insyaallah would be the last. 

I'm sure mom would go, "what have been struck into you? and yada yada" . I'll make them disappear today mom. I wouldn't like it too if my daughter is doing this. 

p/s: Farewell cute lil nails. We would not see each other anymore. 

Bui-bui. 

Bad thought.

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

I hate it when my mind starts playing tricks on me- bombard me with bad thought.

Did you ever think badly about others? Well I did. At times. I feel really annoyed when I do. Because it's wrong. It's plainly wrong! It's near suspicions. And some suspicions are sins. 

But sometimes I couldn't help it. I feel so disappointed. So disappointed that it leads my tears to drop due to my disappointment. As this is not the first time that particular person did this to me.

Sighhhhh. Little did I realized. They're just a human. And by being a human, they make mistake, as they're not perfect. And I should just shut this thing off.

For sure, everytime I was hit by the bad thoughts, I feel guilty. Guilty for having that kind of thought. Astaghfirullahalazim. May Allah have mercy on me.

It's nearly 10pm. Let's paint the sky black, install the stars, plop the moon. Goodnight. :)

Wordless Wednesday

Ommo! Ommo! Ommo! *faint*

Look at the way that boy hugs the cat. Aaaaa me die! me die!

p/s: I ain't a cat lover. But I'll make sure my kids are. I will.

Bui-bui.

Ziblings outing.

So this was how I spent my last weekend.

Ron and Along.

Eat. Pray. Love

These 3 things are essentials.

Wheres the fun when you got great people without good food?

And wheres the fun when you got good food without great people?

Ohana means family. And family means everyone's gather, eating good foods! :D

p/s: Looking forward for the next next next sibling outing. And that time would come when all of us dah kerja banyak duit and it would be more auzomeee ! :D

Bui-bui.

Something that you might forget.

Just got back from a seminar. Open facebook. Accidentally read this. Got goosebump. :(

"Rasanya semua org di Msia pernah terserempak dgn saudara seperti ini. I watched from inside McD's play place, saudara ni mengetuk BMW, Merc, Camry dan kereta2 mewah sewaktu dengannya yg beratur di Drive thru. SATU JAM berlalu, matahari maki perit, tak sorang pun sudi beli. 

Setelah pasang niat moga diberi kesempatan untuk membantu saudara ni sekadar yg mampu, I searched for him on my way out but 

couldn't find. Surprisingly he was near my car (on the other side of the drive thru lane) when I wanted to go home.

Kami berbual ringan, sambil diri ini terkial2 meletakkan anaqi di car seat, dan makanan tak habis McD di kaki seat. Dia terkejut sy boleh ckp kelantan, biarpun sy bukan dari kelantan. Keropok RM20/packet, kalau beli dua RM35 katanya. Sementara sy membuka purse nak keluarkan RM35, saudara ni sempat memberi nasihat, yg 'anak itu harto Allah bagi kat kito, keno jago memolek'. Dia mintak maaf bukan niat nak beri ceramah, sy kata tak perlu minta maaf, kita kena saling mengingatkan. Sy tanya abang ada anak? Anaknya 3 org di kampung. Dia merantau mencari rezeki.

Bila sy bgtau sy nk beli 2 paket, dia tunduk mencari2, sy perasan bajunya dah byk bertampal2. Kain jubahnya lusuh sekali. Maaf ckp, kalau dirumah sy dah jadi kain buruk. Hati ni tersentuh sgt2. Tetiba teringat Rasulullah saw, dan para sahabah. Agaknya mcm ni lah pakaian mereka (Sayidina Umar diriwayatkan ada 14 tampalan di bajunya). Sy melihat dlm purse, ada duit RM50 sekeping. Sy beri padanya, dan bila dia nak bagi balance sy kata 'tak po lah abe, sedeqah sayo untuk anok2 abe.'

Dia terduduk. Terus sebak teresak2. Sy tergamam. Passerby started staring. Dalam sedu dia kata 'timo kasihlah dik. susohnyo nok cari rezeki untuk anok2...make minum pun tak tentu'...sebak sendunya makin kuat...Allah sj yg tahu apa yg dia rasa. Berejam di tgh panas, minta belas org2 berada yg duduk dlm kereta aircond, tak sorang pun sudi membantu. Bukan minta sedekah, dia ikhtiar sekadar kemampuan dia.

Sy cuba beri seidikit peringatan buat dia dan diri sy.
'Jange sedih abe. Kito ado Allah, tak po lah kito miskin didunio pong, yg penting akhirat kito kayo. Biarlah kok oghre nok kato lagu mano pong, asalke Allah tok hino kito...sabar deh...Allah ado...cukuplah Allah buat kita abe...HasbiaAllah'

Dia masih sebak, sy tak tahan terus masuk kereta dan menangis sepuas2nya dlm kereta.

Anak2ku Amirul Shaqil Azmir & Shireen Ara Alyssa, kalau jumpa saudara kita yg berusaha keras mencari rezeki mcm pakcik ni, bantulah sekadar mampu. Biarpun kita tak makan keropok yg dia jual, boleh je sedekahkan kat jiran ke, saudara mara ke, pak guard ke, hatta tol booth operator pun kita boleh bersedekah (kalau dah tak suka apa yg dijual). Tak makan bukan alasan untuk tidak membantu. Janji kita bantu pulihkan semangat yg menjual, untuk berusaha lagi mencari rezeki dgn cara yg halal. RM10-20 is nothing to us, but it could mean with or without rice for the day for them. Rezeki Allah bg untuk kita agih2kan, bukan untuk disimpan sampai jadi gunung.

Berkongsi cerita bukan nak bermegah dgn RM15 yg sy sedekah, tapi untuk membuka mata hati diri ini 7 yg sudi membaca. Semoga Allah jauhkan diri ini, anak2, suami & semua umat dari sifat ujub & riak. Wallahua'lam."

"Rezeki Allah bagi untuk kita agih²kan, bukan untuk disimpan 

sampai jadi gunung."

p/s: I like that.

Bui-bui.